Sometimes an indescribable pain is felt by people; they feel a deep sorrow, an amplified loneliness that hits sudden and hard. One feels small and alone, yet unique. A chill runs down my spine, I get the feeling again. A moment that means something for some reason, yet nothing comes to mind but your first love, the person that passed, the times you abused yourself. Everything that matters boils to the top and you feel as though you are toppling over. You cry, and it is your soul coming out of you. This is who you are, and have to live with. Everything from here on is uncertain, and that scares you.